the life of the boy really love that girl story

ku dah bca blog nya.ku cyg nya glak2 ba.tats y ku gya..ku tkt glak2 ba epen kdk dlok,walaupn ku trauma ku ttp mok bsamanya coz ku bna2 syg kt nya.ku pndy crying n aty ku asa sakit  glak2..dh la ex nya pntng gk dr ku bunyi..cdak ex nyaa lebeh bgus ba.mun bna cdak bgus ada x cdak bna2 cnta nya kdk ku cnta nya ar?xtau beza kdk ne laki yg bna2 syg kn swg mpuan ka.ku bkn mdh dirik ku tok bgus glak tapi bukti ku bna2 syg nya.ku tahan jak an nya dlok,even nya bulak ku,curang kt ku bkali2 p ku sbr jak ku x blaas pn suma ya coz ku bna2 syg nya.,smpe nektok ku trauma ku owes bhaty2 n sbb ya ku jd gya.ku xmok berulang gk.cukp la dlok ya.ku xmok hlng nya gk ba.word single?dh tme an ku mok gy.ku tok pa ka bg nya?mayb ku xda aty kot,mun nya bn2 cnta n syg ku xda nya mok sngle ba.mayb nya x cyg ku n cnta ku spti ne ku cnta nya ba..ku snggup tngu nya dlok even nya ada grek dlok.3 bulan ku derita mok dkt 4 bulan gara2 ku x an nya gk.just nya swg pat wat ku cdh nanes..ku asa mcm btaun2 ku hlng nya.hnya nya dlm aty ku coz ya ku mok etwn an nya ya,sbb ya ku sngp mrayu pa ndah mok etwn.x penah2 ku gya dlok an mpuan len.just nya swg jak ba ku gya.ku bubah,.jujo stia pa ndah..munn la ex nya syg nya glak2 wat nya hapi owes pnh x nya mrayu kdk ku tok mok kat nya blt brusaha kdk ku?smpe  sangup knk men pa ndah?mun nya sngup pn mybe nya da mpuan len wak.cuba pk logik la..hm.ku dah mdh mlm tdk ku xmok dgr word cmya gk ba coz ku bna2 xmok orng len.just nya,,im cyes about this.no one can replace u in my heart.kong2?becoz b xmok pa2 epen kt ayg la.n b xmok hal dlok berulng2 gk..dr mlm tdk pk hal nya.x tntu dah palak.ku tau la ku tok apa jak dlm aty nya ba.hm.sal ehem2 ya?i know u not that cheap ba.sejauh ne cnta ku kt kw,syg ku kt kw kw dah tau ba,,cuba pk la.dr dlok hnga nektok.pa yg sngup ku thn n pa yg sngup ku buat dmi nya,aty ku sakt glak2 dlok p aty ku bna2 syg kw ya ku sngp bthn pa ndah.sbb ya ku bnie wat ehem2 ya an kw,coz ku dh mok kw swg jak,.last gul in my life is u.ku x pnh ngalah mok dpt kn kw blt tau x.ku sanggup wat pa jak dmi ko bcoz ku bna2 cnta ko.x kn x sdar ckit pn dr dlok.ku tau la ku tok pa jak bg kw but bg ku kw la special glak2 dlm idup ku,ku kong2 kw bcoz u will be my bride..one day la.,tme tok lm la.sbb ya ku blaja bna2 just untk our future ba,.betapa sakit aty ku glak2 bca single,ex2 ya.hm.hnya allah jak tau.ya allah tolng la..legakan la aty ku,.asa mok pecah aty ku   bla bca ya.hm..ya tanda nya ku cyg ko swg jak ba!ku xpnh pn terpkir mok blas suma blt lpas ku dpt kn kw blt ko tau x,staun stngah ku knl kw,mcm2 bnda kw wat kt ku ku ngat suma ya ba,ku sngup bthn just dmi kw,dlok tme kpel an ku ko mdh ko cnta an orng len ku ng bna2 sdh nanes 2 ary btrut2 xmok mkn pa ndah suma sal kw.hnya gul pat wat ku gya just kw.swg mpuan yg ku cnta glak2.ku just mok an kw pey bla2.ku dh wat kptusan muktamad n ku xkan ubah pa yg ku ckp tok.im really2 love u ayg owes in my heart b n owes in my life.moment kta couple dlok,1.05,2009 xkn pnh lupak moment ya ;')the day the boy fall in love with that special girl.

couple shirts

this is me masa mkn kfc  haha.then 2nd pix brandon ambik pix.xpndy ambik gmbr orng lm ready .half head

hari paling frust bg ku and cdh

ku bangun aher rtok.agama ku x turun ku lemah alu bdn.dhya critical thinking.ng bored n da best wak.hm.dhya g mkn smbl blja math..dr mlm td..last2 xdpt jwb math ya.ofce auto pn da ckit jak pat jwb even x blaja.hm.xpa la..myb tok x ckp lagk .lak la buat latehan byk2,hm,sal grek ku,nya ng bubah.3 ary tok nya ng len2.hm.ptg teq duhal kua xpdh2.hm.ntah2 gk dating or bsma ex nya o spa ka.hm ne tau mala jak ltak2 bla ta kol.susah ka mok mdh mok g umh epa ya mok blaja ka pa.ku pk nya tdo ka blja ka duhal x.hurm.cpa la.boa ku smpn jak dlm aty.,p ku x rasia nya dah tau waj ba,bia jak aku nahan n smpn jak.ku x pnh mun ku kua o wat x pdh nya ya coz ku ngt pa dlm relation kta ba.hm.bia la ku mngalah n smpn lm aty..dh la mkin trok bla ku msj nya owes pndg pa ndah.hm.sbb line or da orng len msj nya o wateva la.hm.pkara nok ehem2 ku mok mlh at nya?hm.just mok tau kbnaran n mok mrasa hnya an nya swg jak.bukn dlpas pn.mlas mok mksa nya,bia jak.arghh ng byk pkara yg wat ku cdh tnsion,.pastok pa gk grek ku cyg kn wat kt ku,mcm x pntng jak relation tok kat nya,mun nya tau xda nya kdk ya kt ku ba,kua xpdh ntah pa gk myb secret o pa gk..hm.bia la ku jak mngalahh.bak kata pepatah bia mngalah dan mnahan ksakitan dmi orng yg kta cinta jgn sesali buat dia mndrita atau membuat dia pergi dr hdup kta untk slma2 nya,:( asa mcm x dcnta x dhargai x di jaga aty pa ndah.hm.sbr jak la..dh nya satu2 mpuan ku cnta dlm idup ku.nya mok pk ku tok apa pk la.yg pntng ku tetap syg nya swg jak ba.im just really love u ayg no matter how u make meim always love u in my heart there just only u n only u the one that make me really love u;'(

sadnes day

my math xdpt wat damn.maka blaja bna2 wat byk latehan ttp xdpt eh.argh,.dh ya ku trus kol grek ku x jwak nya angkt.bla kol byk kli mala ltak2 hm.duhal gk njoi pa ndah,ku maty2 pk nya blaja o tdo.tpi,,hm,xpa la bia jak la ya.ku smpn dlm aty jak.bia kta derita cdh nahan asa dmi orng yg kta cnta jgn orng yg kta cnta ya akn hlng lagi dan pergi dr hdup kta untk slama2 nya.ku mala mikir mok molah an nya wak.bia la.sbr jak.ku mok tau n mok asa.mok cek.h,.xpa.nya mseh lm trust kta gk  yg bna2 syg kt nya n nya mseh x love ku gk ba.hm,cdh glak2 rtok.pelu ka ku d wat gtok.mun nya love ku nya tau pa in relation tok ba.mcm x pntng jak relation tok ba,hm.spa x pk bkn2.just tkt ba nya love gk an owg len.pk owg x wori ka.b wori coz b cnta nya bna2 ba.,pk orng men2 ka nyebut bnda ya.mn b b cyes ba..3 ary tok mala pndg mala pa ndah mybe line or smtng hm.today kaki knk aek panas leka ku cdh glak xsdar ada aek.tumpah.im really2 asa dpth kan aty,..bapa kli dah.xpa.aty tok just 4 nya .nya mok matah ka mok wat aty tok hapi ka hak nya,mls nk mksa2,,bia la.ku tok pa jak ba bg nya,yg pntng nya swg jak cnta aku nya swg jwak la buah aty ku..fall in love with her only:(hdung bdarah off lok.nyte2.im really weakkk alreadyyy...sdh eh..alu lmah bdn pa ndahhh:'(

:(

pa hal ku dlyn gtok?ku tok x pntng ka bg nya.hm.ku tau la ku tok pa jak dlm life nya ba.dlm aty nya pa gk..nya ng brubah pas balt dr solah rtok.hm.ku pn xtau hal eh.bia la..reda jak..ku sdar sapa ku bg nya ba.nya xpnh pk ckit ba tntg pasaan ku bia la.malas ku mok luah2 kn kt nya,dh nya spm xlmk.nya bubh ,maybe gk busy an someone special than me.xpat mok luah kan gk.kelak2 la ku smbung kt ctok gk.x tahan asa.sdh glak2 asa aty

kerisaun

b wori ba ayg.hm.sory la mn b msj pndk2 gya.b bingung ba.n b xmok khlngn ayg or ayg jd kdk dlok.b tau la b x la bgus glak 4 ayg p b kn cuba jd yg pfect just untk ayg.b xpat ltak sapa2 mpuan dlm aty b excpt ayg dr dlok eh..xda sapa yg dpt gnty tmpt ayg d dlm aty b.x b dpt buang love b kt ayg.really fall in love with u ayg.b tau,kta jauh.p ayg trust b k.kt kolej b xda ckp glak an mpuan twkk x..n b stia an ayg.ayg leh pake sim kad b tok eh.cek dmpn.reaally scared when tat hapen to me.hm.dah la sma skolah gk.hm.mkin wori .damn bna eh.hmm.dah la sbr jak laaa.*sad mode*hurm.gelisah asa hatiku eh.argh.frust menongeng-.-

today pn crita haha

this is me ,ustazah n fathii

bgun class aher da jak haha.dah bgun masih gk ngntok..tidur aher ne ndak.xpat tdo pk hal ya.mok blaja xmsuk otak susah da math ya.dh dpt quiz ya xpat jwb 3 solan ya dlm msa sjam..nsb no 2 jak ku tau wat.no 1 n 3 xtau.makah suma 20.math ku ng pling x tau wat sma an financial acountng.penin palak ku wat suma ya eh..ku wat2 hapi jak rtok.pa kan daya .smpn dlm aty jak.ku xmok orng tau ba.ya hal pribdi kta.p ttp manas sal ya .ng xdpt tdo pk bnda ya.rtok ku makan dlok.air milo ku lmbt alu smpe..dah hbis mkn tngu 15 mint gk bru smpe air ku..dah la sndat geruk ku.haha.dah ya blt hostel men2 dota..smpe nektok.hm.dh la grek ku blt aher.hm.pa ndak ka d wat.stiap masa ku pk nya jak.xda masa mok pk mpuan len .ku dh an nya,k pa ku mok pandang n ngat mpuan len.mngatl an mpuan len.malas ku.sorry la.just i want to jaga my bini pnya aty n i really love her only.frust frust think about that.pelu ka ngco orng yg bhgia da?player pn crk la mpuan single bunguk da jak.mn xpndy jd player xbh..low stndard la lu..go to hell!wtf!hm.dah ya msj mala pndg2 eran jwak.rtok trok lu pndng2 hm.sapa gk kol or msj nya ka.hm.sory im not im mood.hm.mun nya x phm pa pasaan b knek tok xpa la.hm.

for my ayg

ayg,mun b tok mcm kong2 ayg,b mntk maaf glak2.b just mok jaga ayg bna2 ba..xmok pa2 epen kt ayg.one day u will be my wife ba.b owes doa kan ya.b tau b x la pat wat ayg happi owes,b xtau la pa dpk b dah.jem asa otak.yg pntng b bna2 syg ayg.b xtau dah mok bkty gne gk.just want u to know tat i really want u and i love u owes.b mngalah2 jak asalkn ayg x cdh gk x sakt aty an b.hm b frust sa.pa hal la bnda tok salu epen kat b ar.bgus2 b x ngco idup orng,cdak ngco kta gk..b dh insaf xkn jd kdk dlok gk.hm:')she my angel.she was my life,if she gone i feel empty in my life.only she can complete my life...this is from me.read it
Where u used 2 b,
there iz a hole in da world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in da daytime,
& falling in the night. I miss u like hell.

My joy is overflowing,
you got down on your knee
and have professed forever
your special love for me.

If I knew how to write a song
I'd write one everyday

It would say that I'm in love with you
And why I feel this way
Dreams that once were longed for
Are now all coming true.

The love I once thought was gone
I have now and forever in you.

As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,

There is one thing that will never change.
I will always keep falling in love with you my lovely ayg

im the luckiest person to have you ayg in my life :)

my feeling rite now

ku cdh ku jeles ku mara suma da.ku cyg grek ku bna2 ba.ku x sngp mok wat nya kdk mpuan pnh ku men2kn dlok.sbb nya special dlm hatiku.ku x la bgus glak ku sedar ba ku mcm ney dlok p ku xpnh la pgg nenen,bwh mpuan pa ndah just huging,kiss pp,pegg tgnn ya jak.xmok lebeh2 lok coz ku tau ku blum jmpa orng yg ku cnta bn2..ku dh tmu orng ku cnta ba.ku kan wat an nya jak.ku arap nya kdk ku jwak x pnh suma.nya mdh x pnh ku aok jak.ku xtau p allah tau.hal ya ku xtau wak.lak2 la pk hal ya.ku salu kol nya.rindu mok dgr cowa nya ya.im soorry ayg i make u cry td.really manas ba.sapa x manas nak mn grek knk gya,hm.sad mode.sabr jak la.im just a nomal boy tat love her own girl.xda pandang2 mpuan laen gk pas dpt nya..hnya ku yg tau gne ku ctok.ng ku x trok .ku pndy jaga drk ku tau ku da orng yg plu ku jaga aty nya.;)later padah gk.want to happy myself.i hope i can really hurt,this tme my dada sakit.then got fver:(

bad day for me.no mood..damn!!!

ku manas glak an ex grek ku ya..kamboh juak kw..seng la dpt nya bla2 ko mok..tunggu jak kw..da ary ku gak kw lak..1 by 1 kta..ku duli pa mun ko maty..ko nok molah hal.bgus2 mud ku dah an grek ku p ko wat ku x da mud.pahal ko bodo glak dolok nak?player la asa ko?palak butuh babi ko!da jak ko eh..semadi ba ku dah jnji an grek ku ku x kae an orng gk pa ndah...susah ku mok jd baet tok..agak ko miri.jmpa cgek tmpt..ku tungu ko..cuba ko dkt ctok ng dtumpu ku kw ya.i hate this feeling!ku xda mudd bna dah!mok fokus lm clas quiz pn susah.xda mpuan laen gk ko mok ngco!!!cibai!!player low standard ko ya!mun player saty mpuan jak bleh ba!ko ya paloi ba!mun ko casanova glak teq xda mrayu an ex .dah lpas2 la.!ko men kn pasaan nya pahal!ko la rugi lpaskn nya!tau mncrk blt ko duhal an grek ku!pegy maty la pngy player ko ya!banga la ko asa jd player!pui!asa mok d ludah ku jak!sorry ayg b tersbt bnda ya,b manas bna leh miak ya..lak2 smbung gk!manas bena asa..ku dah insaf dah ku x ambik bnda ya gk..ku akan cuba tahann ..==..malam tok xda ku tdo.bia ku lepak swg2 jak.asa cdh dlm aty,p luaran buat2 hapi jak la..shit miak ya

so hard to explain

im really hurt rite now.is she really want me forever?so hard to explain to her ..im reallyy love her.how to prove it to you ar?b bna2 mok ayg.p bla b nanya mcm 50 50 jak mok an b pey bla2 ba.hm,..bia la.malas mok cta byk2 lm tok bia simpan dlm aty.p/s i love u so much :')sumpit2

funny story

ku gelar gerek ku ikan sumpit haha.nya ska molah mult kdk ikan sumpit.haha.nya best ba..1st tme la nya jeles masa kapel an ku eh..1st tme jwak nya bna2 syg an ku.haha..tanx to mirul n ilman ,haha dpt jwak ku tau gne tahap ksygn nya ya..tpi bukn ku surh la.haha..pa2 pun,b tetap mok ayg ba..b heran bila ayg nanya sal mpuan ya teq.mcm la b da pa2 an nya pn,cute gk ayg b tok ba..b x pndg glak la mpuan len kdk dolok.da mpuan limpas or mpuan ngco mntk num pa ndah b lyn jak.p bla b dah an ayg xda gk eh b ng hapi baaa ,sapa x hapi dpt grek blt an orng yg bna2 nya syg ba.5 bulann bukan skjap ow.lmk eh..susah na mok dpt kan ayg blt.mcm mok beli permata eh tnpa duit byk cm ya la asa nya;.p alhmdulilah b dpt ayg blt.xmok la an orng len.b mok ayg jak ba..seumo iduup b la.ayg mok eh.i already prove to u tat i love u.i knw tat no enough la ikn sumpit but atleast 80% u believe me..cgek gk.pake pa b mok curang an ayg?mok bulak?mok rasia?in our new relationship no curang2,no liar2,no secret and must honest..ya jak b mntak dr ayg.coz b mok an ayg swg.b cyes an relationship tok.bukan cinta monyet ,gorila n so on.b fikir jwak ba..dh bgus2 dpt orng yng b cnta glak,xkn la b mok bulak nya,x smpe aty ba ..lak karma gk kdk b men2 kn aty mpuan lok eh xcept ayg.cuma b bulak jak coz xmok brek an buah aty b :P bye2 sumpit lak b nulis gk la :pmuaaahh.love her :)

hari yang happy

yes.ku happi glak2 an grek ku.ku kan try owes happy.kdg2 ku asa sdh mala pk hal ya.damn tat poblem.please go away.i want to happy with her owes .ayg tanx ar coz try ambik aty b marek.b ng cdh glak2 ba pk hal ya.susah mok lpak tau x.hm.last nite b mimpi sal dlok2 ya.damn bna eh .plu ka bnda2 ya suma dtg kmbli dfikir.ayg jak gul b nektok.xda orng laen eh.ayg dah ckup pfct bg b..kta kan dah cm husbnd n wife rite.so b arap ayg tau jga drk ayg ya.bila gk la mok tka num dg.hm.salu anta msj kat nya pagy2 mlm2 ya kwn or ex nya.hm.damn eh.ku jeles asa.manas pn da.mn da dpn tok ng kelae bna2.duli pa.maty2 la cya..siaalll.dah2..bia lah hal ya lok.ahhaa.tuka tpik.kt kolej tok,byk da jak asignmnt.susahh woo..smpe ku dmam2 molah financial aconting.marek maen dota tme my wife dah tdo.maen smpe kol 3 pagy.wuaa best dajak.training make perfect..nobody will perfect b4 training ahha..p ku x lpak bini ku..mun nya bgun,ku msj2 nya lok.nya pntng gk ba.this words just 4 her
 If thou must love me, let it be for nought
Except for love's sake only. Do not say,
I love her for her smile...her look...her way
Of speaking gently...for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and, certes, brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day -
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may
Be changed, or change for thee - and love so wrought, May be unwrought so

.b mok nya jak mok nya jak..even da mpuan cute gk drinya b xkn mok..bia ayg swg jak.mok ayg swg.trust b 100% b xkan hmpakn ayg ba.ayg tau ba gne orng yg sygkn seswg ya bna2 gne nak;')

AYG B MPUN K.INGAT YA..FOREVER U R MY LOVER

my lover

she is my last lover,i dont want to break with her,,she my princess in my heart.i dont want another girl just you ayg,zaidatul safiah,b arap ayg xda rahsia apa2 dari b.please ayg,jgn bulak b k.b bna2 syg ayg,b x men2 ba sal tok..malam tdk b da anta msj pnjg2 p nya x mcm pdulikan jak.hm.ada la jwak kcik aty..really worry about her,im always think bout tat,ayg really impotant to me..she spm this year.good luck in ur spm syg,,dah math nya pndy dr b.I believe that God above created u for me to luv. he picked you out from all the rest cos he knew id luv you the best! nya owes happy dah,bgus lah,dr riya mala jak cdh2..susah mok dpt kn nya blt.mcm2 cara pake x jwak dpt.p aher nya dpt jwak.ya lah usaha orng x bputus asa.i promise i never break ur heart and i will take gud care of you.please belive b k.b x pnh curang an ayg,xpnh rasia,xpnh bulak(except dlok ya.phm2 la.ayg pn tau pa sbb nya;')..b arap ayg bna2 xda lyn n bkwn an nya gk.hm.phm2 la..b xmok bnda ya epen gk eh..lak b bkae ndah an nya lak..b geram glak an miak ya..patt nanya ayg msh an b.fuck la nya..upa nya mok bgrek an ayg duhal.xpat b lupakn.ayg alu break an b gara2 b jauh.n grek an nya ya.mun x lmk dh kta kapel mn x break sal laki ya..cuba nya kt miri..damn..xpat b lupak ehh.ee...b arap ayg phm ba.boh bkwn an nya gk.ckp pn xboh,mun ayg dgr ckp b..b xda kntek2 gk an ex2 b...ng xda alu eh..b jga aty ayg ba.coz ayg ya bini b kan kan..hehe..sbr lah sal rantai ya k.just 4 ayg ya.serta kotak gk ya :) im really mishh my love..i love u forever!
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A special smile a special face. a special someone i cant replace.
i luv u i always will. uve filled a space no one can fill! 

 If i were a tear in ur eye i wood roll down onto ur lips. But if u were a tear in my eye i wood never cry as i wood be afraid 2 lose u!

about my relationship

ku sayang zaidatul bena2 eh.ku dari riya pk2 sal hubungan ku dgn nya.mun nya still mlyn ex nya ya tek nak.hm.dah berbaet2 jd kwn,alu retrn blt.hm.mcm riya epen.ku xmok ya epen gk.ku tau la ku jd player balit pas break an nya riya.ku try ambik aty nya.wat nya syg ku blt.pas nya jd grek ku blt,ku ne da tmak mpuan len dlm hdup ku,ku setia an nya eh.even mpuan ajak grek ku xmok ba..ku pk2 jwak.nya syg ku x?cnta ku bna2 x?ku xmok kdk dolok gk ya epen ples la..ku mngalah jak coz ku xmok wat nya cdh ba.ku mook nya happi bia ku cdh asal nya hapi.aok ku trust nya/kdg2 ku xpat than asa atyy ku ba.ku bkn nya pfct glak ba.so ku da asa gya.ku biingung glak2..ku dah bubah oleh nya dr seorang yg prokok(sakit dada ya xpat gk),x maen bnda2 cmya,x kae2,x player,x ngco orng..suma nok jaek2 ku dh ubahh just dmi nya.ku sedar ba ku penh men2 kan aty mpuan ba.p ku xpnh men2 kn aty nya slmk ku kapel an nya ba.i loveu ba ayg.u the 1st love and last love 4 me.x pnh2 ku mok ajak ex retrn u 1st gurl.i need u ayg.please.dun leave me alone.im sorry mun b kong2 nya.b xmok kdk dlok gk epen.dah la exx ayg sma solah an nya .ku bingung jwak ba.ur my angel ur my everything.please don break my heart again.i want u only ;'( this for her All I ever wanted is in you:
Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears.
I want to give and to be given to
So I might feel myself flow through the years
Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.

my life will lonely and suck without u in my life

just u,can make my life hapiier

i want with u forever,im really meant wat i wrote here 

i dont want ur heart broken again.i will repair ur heart again and i will good care of ur heart.and i want to be the last boy in ur heart.i know im very childish just really love u ayg.i want our relation always happy,no lying,no secret,no unfaithful,and know ourself that we already taken.we not bf n gf anymore.ur my wife now.im really want to see you at ckei,happy birthday to her on 30.10 ,Happy Birthday my dearest and sweetest, not a day goes by when I do not think of you and how empty my life would be if you were not here.

With each year I'll love you more. Remember that your best years are still ahead of you and I'll be there for every up down and in between.

Because you're the gift in my life, I give you my gift of love.